A little bit of Understanding.

MckMamma says that Stellan is a miracle no matter what. Upon reading her thoughts about her beautiful little one, I did gain some understanding that I had been praying for. God has a plan. MckMamma said that she and her husband are very happy that God chose their son for his plan. That alone is an honor. She also thinks back to her time carrying Stellan inside her and how far she has come in her faith and understanding of how God works. That is another work of God. Even in all the unsteadiness she is experiencing, she continues to convince all of us that Stellan is a miracle no matter what, still convincing us that God should still be glorified in this situation.


I realize that Stellan is a miracle no matter what. He is teaching thousands about God. His story is reaching across the nation, from CA to NY. Stellan has led many to their knees, and he will lead many more to their knees. Because of MckMamma's attitude, people will not blame God whatever the outcome. They will seek the peace she exudes. People will be drawn to God through Stellan's story and his family.


MckMamma has continually tried to convince us that miracles do not always happen the way we think they will. I agree with MckMamma. No matter what the outcome, this entire situation is a miracle, drawing people like myself closer to God in hopes of understanding his plans for our own lives and gaining trust in Him.


Thank you, MckMamma for being the blessing you are. Thank you for your unwavering faith.

I don't understand.

I don't understand God's plan for little Stellan. I don't understand why this innocent baby has had to suffer for days on end. I don't understand why, when hundreds, if not thousands, of people are praying on his behalf, God has not swooped in and healed this little boy. I don't understand why there are promises of healing in the Bible, yet when I stand on them in faith that God will heal little Stellan, he just keeps getting worse.


As of two hours ago, McMamma said Stellan had just slipped into prolonged V-Tach. This is what she and many others had been praying against. It is a very deadly arrhythmia. I simply don't understand. I want to learn something out of this because I know I am supposed to, but I am honestly too frustrated. I am frustrated that it is not as simple as saying, "God, heal this baby because you promised healing." I am frustrated I cannot fix this families pain and frustrations. I am frustrated for all the questions rolling through my mind.


It is moments like this, when the cycle of life is flipped completely upside down that I begin to feel ill at ease. I mean, aren't the elderly supposed to die to make room for new life? Isn't that how the cycle is supposed to go? Then why do people still lose their babies, mothers who carried the children, nourished them before and after birth, loved them with all their life, are losing their babies. Why?


Please continue to pray for the family as you feel led, and also pray for me as I need peace and understanding.

Praying

http://www.mycharmingkids.net/

Between this and my rampaging hormones, all I can really say right now is to please pray for this beautiful little boy and his family. His heart is beating out of control and has been for days now. The doctors are trying many things, and his family is trusting the word of God and leaning on his promises to get them through. They trust God's will, something I am still struggling to catch onto. They are an inspiration. Even in this terrible time for them, they are still trying to bring glory to God...Amazing...Awe Inspiring...

Please click on the link above to read about little Stellan and stay updated on how he is doing. If you cannot (emotionally) or choose not to, please, still keep them in your prayers. Pray strongly. Pray vehemently. Pray trustfully. Just don't stop praying.

Thank you.